Confusion

Why is this familiar? This strange new place.
I know I've never been here or have I?
It's true I've been running, as if in a race
Hindered somehow, like I'm walking in place.
I've been here before, and yet I have not
or maybe I have and I just forgot.
Everywhere the same old tune,
that haunting melody that leaves me in ruin.
Leave me alone, leave me alone;
You never answer, never pick up the phone.
I weep, I cry, I shout, I moan.
Where am I going? Why am I alone?
I'm going no where!
I've reached a dead end, does anyone care?
How can I go on? And do I dare?
I'm looking for a place where I've never been.
I'm searching for the sight that I've never seen.
Run away! Run away! No, stop! Please stay!
I'm afraid to leave, I'm desperate to go!
I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I don't even know.