It's been a while since I've tried writing anything really. Suddenly I'm finding that people are urging me to write. I had a friend give me $50.00 to write, because she believes that I have a gift. I had my second Dad give me his old lap top, because he believes that I have a gift. I guess my fear is that I don't really have a gift, but that it's all in my head, that I can't really write, and that when I do finally write something, they'll realize that they were wrong to believe in me.
Others believe more strongly in my gift than I do. God help me to see this through your eyes, if you've given me a gift truly, help me to use it to your glory, and I know it's not all about pleasing men, but I really don't want to disappoint, especially those who have invested in me so much. I guess this is one of those things where I can't trust myself and my own ability, I need to trust God in me.
