It's official

I'm going back to MI. I'm looking into living with my sister, starting college at LCC and getting into writing and social worker stuff. Strange. I never knew my life would change this quickly.
I'm kind of mixed emotions. One the one hand I'm thrilled to be close to my family and doing what the Lord is telling me to do, and getting my life started.
On the other hand it feels a lot like I'm going back to the beginning and back to square one. Like when I leave I'll lose everything that I ever gained here, from relationships to victories. But I know that can't be true.
I switch back and forth in between being excited to go be with my family, and in mourning because I have to say goodbye to so many here. Then sometimes I find myself in sheer panic because I don't know how to get everything that I need to get done, done in the next month.

Things I need to get done:
College stuff
Quitting job stuff
Relational clarity stuff
Saying goodbye
Figure out way home (drive vrs fly)
Figure out how to get all my stuff home (drive vrs ship)
Car stuff (my friend is offering me her old car, it's nice and would solve EVERYTHING)
Money stuff... bleh!
Financial aid for College

Wow.
God is the one who is calling me to this, and surely He will do it.
God... help?